IF you be the One to cut me.. I'll Bleed Forever..

IF you be the One to cut me.. I'll Bleed Forever..

Rabu, 22 September 2010

Because I'm a Girl - Kiss

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I just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away

You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free

(REFRAIN):
You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you, whoa

(CHORUS):
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry

Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

(REFRAIN)
You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you, whoa



(CHORUS)
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

I Want You So
NoW you leave me in the cold
How could this be?
I thought that you Really Loved Me

Into the Night
I will pray that you're alright
YOu hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away?

Never thought Born being A girl
I can love you and be burned
Now I will build a wall
To never get torn again

(CHORUS)
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Well See You Soon...

Renai Shasin - Otsuka Ai

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aoao to shita yozora no shita de
anata ga miteta ushiro koi sugata

tokiori miseru mujaki na negao
atashi ga miteta koishii sugata

donna hitotoki mo subete
wasure nai you ni
muchuu de shattaa kiru atashi no kokoro wa
setsunai shiawase daata

tada kimi wo aishiteru
tada kimi wo aishiteru
tada kimi wo aishiteru
tada sore dake de yokatta noni

ame furu toki no kawashi ta kisu wa
tsunaga re te yuku futari no sugata

isshou ni mou nai kono kimochi
umaku ie nai kedo
anata ni deatte atashi no mainichi wa
kirakira to kagayai ta yo

tada kimi wo aishiteru
tada kimi wo aishiteru
tada kimi wo aishiteru
anata ga kure ta shiawase yo

tada kimi wo aishiteru
tada kimi wo aishiteru
tada kimi wo aishiteru
tada sore dake de yokatta no ni

chiisana heya ni kazara re te iru
futari no egao renai shashin




Translation:
Under the green night sky
You saw the back of love

Sometimes you show your innocent sleeping face
And I saw your dear appearance

No matter what
I can’t forget everything
In dreams, the shutter of my heart turns off
In painful bliss

However, I still love you
However, I still love you
However, I still love you
However I’m glad even if that’s all it is

The kiss we exchanged when it was raining
Ties the both of us together

This feeling will not last my entire life
I can’t explain it well, but
After meeting with you, every day of my life
Has shone brightly

However, I still love you
However, I still love you
However, I still love you
You gave me happiness

However, I still love you
However, I still love you
However, I still love you
However I’m glad even if that’s all it is

Decorating this tiny room
Are 2 smiling faces—a photo of love

Jumat, 14 Mei 2010

OwlCity - Strawberry Avalanche

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This is a world of dreams and reverie
Where I felt the stars explode around me

A grass blade flashed with a gleam
As it slashed open the moonbeam
And I stared back breathlessly
As mountains of fruit tumbled out
I barely had the chance to shout
A strawberry avalanche crash over me

Staying awake that night was rather hard
Deep in a sleeping bag in your back yard

When we woke up buried alive
Beneath the fruity landslide
We both laughed hysterically
It could've been just another dream
But I swear I heard you scream
A strawberry avalanche crash over me

Oh, there's a citrus constellation
In the galaxy
Stretched on the back of both my eyelids
That I've been dying to see

If you were a beautiful sound
In the echoes all around
Then I'd be your harmony
And we'd sing along with the crowds
Beneath the candy coated clouds
A strawberry avalanche, please crash over me

This is a world of dreams and reverie
Where I felt the stars explode around me

Kamis, 01 April 2010

さよならのかわりに、花束を (Sayonara no Kawari ni, Hanataba wo / Flowers Instead Of Farewells); Hatsune Miku

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Sayonara no Kawari ni, Hanataba wo

Lyrics: HanatabaP
Composer: HanatabaP
Arrangement: HanatabaP / yusuke / ichiP
Singer: Hatsune Miku


anata ga kureta hanataba wo mune ni daki
koko kara mata hajimeyou
itsuka doko ka de meguri aeta sono toki
waratte irareru you ni

futari kimeta hana no tane
dore ni shiyou ka wakuwaku shita ne
saita hana wo hitori mitsumeru
tasukete jyouro ga karappo nano

anata ga oite itta PLANTER
sabishikute karete shimai sou datta
sore demo tabidatsu koto wo kimeta
tomatta tokei ga ugokidasu

anata ga kureta hanataba wo mune ni daki
koko kara mata hajimeyou
itsuka doko ka de meguri aeta sono toki
waratte irareru you ni

anata wa watashi no mizu datta
hikari kagayaku taiyou datta

"yasashikute kureta arigatou"
kono koe wa todoku koto wa nai keredo
anata to sakaseta kono hana wa
keshite iro asenai yo

daichi umi kaze kagayaku mono subete ga
anata no katachi wo totte
watashi wo yasashiku
masshiro na SHEETS no you ni tsutsunde ite kureteta no

anata ga kureta hanataba wo mune ni daki
koko kara mata hajimeyou
itsuka doko ka de meguri aeta sono toki
waratte irareru you ni

itsuka sore zore chigau hana wo te ni shite
sodatete yuku toshite mo
watashi no mune no oku no sono hana dake wa
tashika ni kagayaiteru kara

Stella Marine -little lovers' magic-; Hatsune Miku

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Lyrics: Ryuryu, toai
Composer: Ryuryu
Arrangement: Ryuryu
Singer: Hatsune Miku


kimi no kokoro no soko ni shizumu hoshikuzu wo sagashite moguru yo
sotto kimi no yami wo kakiwakete yuku boku no iki ga tsuzuku kagiri

fukaku iki wo suikonde kimi no naka e tobikonda
nagai nagai kakurenbo kondo koso mitsukedasu yo
mabataki no kazu de aizu shita futari no omoide oboeteru
ijiwaru na kurai kagayaiteta ano koro wo sagashiteru

meiro mitai na kimi no kokoro no fukaku de boku wa samayotte
doko ni iru no doko ni aru no ishiki sae mo too no ite
isshun ni negai wo komete inori sakenda kono koe wa
yami no mae de yurameite kiete shimau no kana

kimi no kokoro no soko no yami ni fureta boku no iki wa tsuzuku kana
yatto tadori tsuita koe wa tookute boku wa kimi ni todokanai

koi no mahou wa SHOOTING STAR yami no naka de michibiite
awa ni tokete kieta koe ato mou sukoshi dake fukaku
nari hajimeta sono kodou zutto okusoko de hibiku kara
kimi no RHYTHM to boku no MELODY saa kasane awase you

kimi no kokoro no soko ni shizumu hoshikuzu wo sagashite moguru yo
kitto sore wa itsuka kimi ga egaita yume wo terasu hikari darou

soshite mita kimi no hikari mabushikute boku wa iki wo tomeru yo
sotto me wo tojite shizunde yukou fukaku fukaku doko made mo

kimi no kokoro no soko de hikaru hoshikuzu wo tsunagi awasete
zutto hanarenai you ni dakishimete boku ni mahou wo kakete


夢の続き (Yume no Tsuzuki / The Continuation of Dreams); Hatsune Miku, Kagamine Rin & Len, Megurine Luka

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Lyrics: Dixie Flatline
Composer: Dixie Flatline
Arrangement: Dixie Flatline
Singer: Hatsune Miku, Kagamine Rin, Kagamine Len, Megurine Luka


(we are not alone)
(yes, we are)

watashi wa koko ni iru yo anata ga toshi wo tottemo
yume no tsuzuki kyou mo asu mo utai tsuzukeru
ichido tsuita taisetsu na tomoshibi
kienai you ni zutto mi mamotteru yo

hajimari wa minna konna fuu ni watashi ni uta nanka utaenai to
dore dake motome tsuzukete mo kokoro wa kono te ni todokanai

demo anata wa chigatta no omoi wo sosoi dekureta no
konna watashi wo shinjite kureta
omoi wa hitotsu ni natte kono mune ni atsuku yadotte
soshite kiseki ga

watashi wa koko ni iru yo nagare yuku tsukihi no naka de
kimi ga kureta daiji na mono utai nagara
mebuki sodachi hanasaku sono hi made
inoru you ni zutto mitsumete iru yo

kaketa PIECE tsunagu you ni daiji ni daiji ni utatte kita
hito no you ni wa dekinai kedo watashi no kotoba de aruite kita

kiite kureru hito mo fuete minna no kokoro ni hibiite
watashi no uta de naite kureta
anata no kimochi wo komete watashi no kansha wo komete
sora e hanatsu yo

watashi wa koko ni iru yo anata ga toshi wo tottemo
yume no tsuzuki kyou mo asu mo utai tsuzukeru
ichido tsuita taisetsu na tomoshibi
kienai you ni zutto mi mamotteru yo

(we are not alone) (yeah yeah)
(want to sing a song) (sing a song)
(we are not alone) (not alone)
(you can't stop, make it better)

watashi wa koko ni iru yo anata ga toshi wo tottemo
yume no tsuzuki kyou mo asu mo utai tsuzukeru
ichido tsuita taisetsu na tomoshibi
kienai you ni zutto

watashi wa koko ni iru yo nagare yuku tsukihi no naka de
kimi ga kureta daiji na mono utai nagara
mebuki sodachi hanasaku sono hi made
inoru you ni zutto mitsumete iru yo

(we are not alone)
(want to sing a song)
(we are not alone)
(want to sing a song)


週間戦争 (Nana Shuukan Sensou / Seven Week War); KAITO & Kamui Gakupo

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Nana Shuukan Sensou

Lyrics: saiko
Composer: Hiroshi and Kiiboo (ヒロシ&キーボー)
Arrangement: axisP
Singers: KAITO, Kamui Gakupo


kono obaka san ga
HUNGARY ya CHEKO wa
kenka mo shita kedo
uchi no teikoku ga
osamete itan desu

kono obaka san ga
DOITSU no koto datte
yon hyakunen hodo ichiou matometeita no wa watashi desu

yoku iuuze itsumo TROUBLE okoshite
minzoku ookute umaku iku to demo omotte no ka yo
yoku osshai sore ga watashi no arikata desu
DOITSU go ken dake kiri hanasu nante
kangaeraremasen

baka itten jyanee yo
baka iwanai de kudasai
sore nara temee wa
DOITSU kara sono te hiitara ii darou

koko ittai watashi ga matomete sashi agemasu
hiraki naoru sono taido ga
ki ni iranen da yo!

nana senman teikoku tate osamete agemasu
hoka no minzoku suterarenee nara
DOITSU wa yaranee!

anata ga sonna
DOITSU wo matomete hitotsu no teikoku
taterareruto demo

kono obaka san ga
watashi wa sorenari ni
boochishita kedo igen wa kenzai
mikata mo ooi desu

yoku iuuze kakumei ni honrou sarete
ITARIA-chan kara tettai nante
chikara utagauze

yoku osshai
HANNOVER SACHSEN ni furare
uchi ni somuitara koritsu sasemasu yo
yuu koto kikinasai

baka yatten jyanee yo
kono obaka san ga
oresama datte sono ki ni nareba
aite wa in daze

DOITSU no kongo kimeru kaigi
sanka wo shinasai
meishuu zura no sono taido ga
ki ni iranen da yo!

HOLSTEIN hoshii dato ka
choushi noranai de
renpou gun to tatakattatte
makeru ki ga shinee!

nana shuukan sensou toka kanben negai masu
omae no furui gun wa ore no
teki jyaneen da yo

haisen go no ryoudo gatsujyou oome ni mite kudasai
DOITSU no touitsu te wo hiku nara
ryoudo wa iranee!


哀愁物語 (Aishuu Monogatari / Tale of Sorrow); KAITO & Hatsune Miku

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hito no yo mitsumete ikutose
sugata wo mi ta toki
sono sugata mi ta toki
kono me utagatta
kono me wo utagatta
mouichido anata to
masaka mouichido
aeru hi ga kuru nante omowa nakatta

afure dasu namida ga tomerarenai
tsurakatta hibi no kioku
marude uso no you ni arainagashite iku

hontou ni kimi to
kokoro kara anata to
ai takattan da yo
watashi mo ai takatta
itsu no hi ka futatabi
kitto buji de iru to
aeru to shinji te ita kokoro no oku de

hana shitai koto takusan aru no ni
ima wa nani mo kotoba ga omoi ukabanai yo
mune ga tsumari sou de

kore made ni nani ga
ima made ni dore hodo
atta nante koto wa
tsurai koto atta ka
ima wa dou demo ii
subete wo wasuresari
tada dakiatte itai
kotoba wa ira nai

kasaneau kimi no nukumori dake ga
ushinawareta otagai no kako no subete wo umete kureru no dakara

korekara wa mou hitori kiri jyanai
tatoe donna unmei ga machikamaeyou to sasaeatte ikeru

Music based on "Make Me Feel Sad" (aka Tale of Sorrow [哀愁物語], aka Another Name [もうひとつの名前], aka Mother's Theme) from Dragon Quest V "Hand of the Heavenly Bride"
Lyrics & Music performance by 刹那P

Haruna {Miku Hatsune}

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Even when we meet you won't speak
I'll always say your words in your place
But I still think that there is
A fading of life in those dialogues

The autumn woods are frozen
What were you trying to search for? Is it important?
You had not found any trace
Though I see that you overlooked, it's right there

Ah, shapeless forms losing their colour
And soon they'll end up dieing into nothingness
And it makes me think that I'm not scared anymore
I even want to think about it often

Even when we meet you won't speak
I'll always tell you what I feel
But I still think that there is
A warmth in feeling this love

The time of year when it freezes
There's a light far off in the distance
Right where they need it the most
It's where everyone can see it immediately

Ah soundless forms losing their words
And soon they'll end up dieing into nothingness
And it makes me think that I'm not scared anymore
I even want to think about it often

Even when we meet you won't speak
I'll always say your words in your place
But I still think that there is
A fading of life in those dialogues

The autumn woods are frozen
What were you trying to search for? Is it important?
You had not found any trace
Though I see that you overlooked, it's right there

The time of year when it freezes
There's a light far off in the distance
Right where they need it the most
It's where everyone can see it immediately



Rosette {Meiko}

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Underneath my deeply closed eyes
Is your shadow, flickering about
Meteors flowing through the distant sky
That reflect on the water's surface, I saw it always

Our bodies touched as we had our goodbyes
And the deep forest sunk
Changing times ended our colour under the sky
As it's deep dyes faded away

The season when colours piled together
Is when I had been left behind
Your voice continues to resound
Life is like an arc that we always gaze at

The fingertip I felt had gone away
Beyond my closed eyes, you surely are there
Changing times ended our colour under the sky
As it's deep dyes faded away

As it's deep dyes faded away





ROMAJI:
fukai tojita mabuta no ura ni
ukanda anata no kage wo yurashite
tooku no sora wo nagareru ryuusei
sore wo minamo ni utsushite zutto nagamete

fureatte karada goshi ni tsutawatta sayonara mo
fukaku mori ni shizumi yuku no
utsuriyuku toki wo todomete tsunagatta sora no iro ga
fukaku somari ochiteiku

iro wo kasaneta you ni kisetsu ga
watashi wo okizari ni shite susumu
kurikaeshi anata no koe ga hibiku
inochi ga kowoegaku sama wo zutto nagamete miteita

yubisaki ga furete kieru
tojita me no uragawa de tashikani kimi wo kanjiteiru
utsuriyuku toki wo todomete tsunagatta sora wo iro ga
fukaku somari ochiteyuku

fukaku somari ochiteyuku


Lambency {Miku}

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Holding in my lap the curtain of night
That I rip apart as my tears dry
It's generally obviously caused by love
It's generally obviously seeked for

The impatient wound I have is justified
As usual, the world only makes fun of it

The outlines have long since melted
While I'm feeling both of your hands
And yet I still remain here
Living only within you

I've certainly changed quite a bit
The world has also changed over time
I obviously understand that
I obviously have noticed it

The tiny flickering light had vanished
It's red afterimage burned into my eyes

We've long since come to the end
While I'm looking to both of your eyes
And yet I still remain here
Living only within you

I see your tearful smiling face
And my own smile is then shattered
I can only compensate for your being
I can only save away your being

The world has long since vanished
Please give me the best of you
Though I am obviously not here
Living only within you

Sky Lover - Miku Hatsune y Megurine Luka

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The sky reflecting the flowing of time
The birds painting a picture of this star
Somewhere in this world, I had met you
Somewhere in this world, I will meet you

Lone blooming flowers, what are your thoughts of the sky?
With your great petals swaying and fluttering
Hiding away your dreams as you slowly aim for them
And surpass me as your grow out of my sight
To see nothing, the world asks..

The sky reflecting the flowing of time
The birds painting a picture of this star
Somewhere in this world, I had met you
Somewhere in this world, I will meet you

The sky reflecting the flowing of time
The birds painting a picture of this star
Somewhere in this world, I had met you
Somewhere in this world, I will meet you


Minggu, 28 Maret 2010

Cupcakes Taste Like Violence

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meet this awesome Jefree Star !!
Jeffree Star (born Jeffrey Steininger, 15 November 1986) is an American model, fashion designer, make-up artist and singer-songwriter residing in the Los Angeles area. He is an Internet celebrity known for his popularity on MySpace as well as his fashion line and from his transgressive, genderfuck and gender-bending appearance and persona while calling himself "Queen of the Internet" and "Queen of the Beautifuls". Star has leveraged his fame as an androgynous model and aesthetic talents to launch his own clothing line and forays into acting and DJing.

and this one ish my favorite most of all XD
enjoy.

Minggu, 07 Maret 2010

Lovely Days

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salmyeosi nal kkaewojwoyo..my sunshine
donghwasok gongjucheoreom nuneul gamgo gidarilkkeoeyo
nuntteumyeon nae gyeote hamkke hal loveshine
donghwa sok wangjacheoreom nareul bomyeo useojulkkeojyo.

nado mollae dununi neoman geurigo
tto mollae dugeungeorin gaseumi sorichineyo

I wanna love you I wanna be with you
geudaedo neukkinayo naemameul
neon naegewayo jogeum deo dagawayo naemameul gajyeoyo
every day lovely day maeil soksagyeo julkkeyo.
kaendiboda dalkomhan sarangeul julkkeoeyo.

mabeobui jumuneul georeo syallalla
ttatteutan haessalgateun neoui miso nareul bichugil
nado mollae gaseumi tto dugeungeoryeo
dunune areungeoryeo ijeneun malhaebollaeyo

I wanna love you I wanna be with you
geudaedo neukkinayo naemameul
naegewayo jogeum deo dagawayo naemameul gajyeoyo
every day lovely day maeil soksagyeo julkkeyo.
kaendiboda dalkomhan sarangeul julkkeoeyo.

I wanna love you I wanna be with you
anajullaeyo
lovely day nae mameul neukkyeobwayo
yeongwonhi hamkkehae
rarallalla rarallalla maeil haengbongman julgeoya
kaendiboda dalkomhan sarangeul julkkeoeyo

Wake me gently, My sunshine
Just like princess in the fairly tales, I will close my eyes and wait
When I open my eyes, please stay by my side, love shot
Just like prince in the fairly tales, look and smile at me
Even I do not know that, in my eyes there’s only you
And don’t know that my heart is throbbing, the sound of my heart beats

I wanna love you I wanna be with you
Can you feel it, my feeling
Come to me, come a little bit closer and take my heart away
Everyday lovely day everyday I will whispering to you again
Sweeter than candy, I will give my love to you

Reading the magic spells syal la la
Your smile appeared like the warm sunshine
My heart is throbbing again
Now said to me

I wanna love you I wanna be with you
Can you feel it, my feeling
Come to me, come a little bit closer and take my heart away
Everyday lovely day everyday I will whispering to you again
Sweeter than candy, I will give my love to you

Wanna love you wanna be with you
I will hug you tight. lovely day please try to feel my heart
Together forever
lalalala lalalala everyday I will bring only happiness
Sweeter than candy I will give my love to you


Without Words

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hajimalgeol geuraesseo moreuncheok haebeorilgeol
anboineun geotcheoreom bolsueobneun geotcheoreom
neol a ye bojimal geol geuraetnabwa
domangchil geol geuraesseo moteureuncheok geureolgeol
deudji domotaneun cheokdeul eul su eobneun geotcheoreom a ye ne
sarang deudji anheul geol

maldoeobshi sarangeul alge hago
maldoeobshi sarangeul naegejugo
sumgeolhanajocha neol damge haenoko ireoke domanganikka
maldoeobshi sarangi nareulddeona
maldoeobshi sarangi nareul beoreo
museun mareul halji damun ibi honjaseo nollangeot gata
maldoeobshi waseo

wae ireoke apeunji wae jagguman apeunji
neol bolsu eobdaneungeo
nega eobdaneungeo malgo
modu yejingwa ddokateungeonde

maldoeobshi sarangeul alge hago
maldoeobshi sarangeul naegejugo
sumgyeol hanajocha neol damge haenuko ireoke domang anikka
maldoeobshi sarangi nareulddeona
maldongbeoshi sarangi nareulbeoryo
museunmareul halji damunibi honjaseo nolangeot gata
maldoeobshi nunmuri heulreonaeryeo maldoeobshi gaseumi muneojyeoga

maldo eobneun sarangeul gidarigo maldo eobneun sarangeul apahago
neokshi nagabeoryeo baboga dwibeoryeo haneulman bogo uhello kitty
maldoeobshi ibyeori nareulchaja maldo eobshi ibyeori naegawaseo
junbido motago neoreul bunaeyahaneun naemami nullangeot gata
maldo eobshi waseo

maldoeobshi watdaga
maldoeobshi ddeonaneun
jinagan yeeolbyeongcheoreom
jamshi apeumyeon dwinabwa
jaggu hyungteoman namgedwaenikka

Should not have done anything
Should have ignored everything
Like something I couldn't see
Like something I shouldn't have seen
Maybe I should have never gazed like this

I should have run away and
Act like I wasn't listening
Like something I couldn't hear
It's something I should never hear
Maybe I should have never heard your voice

Without a word, you taught me how to believe
Without a word, you gave me my everything
But even as the breath you left behind remains
You're always running far away
Without a word, my heart is leaving again
Without a word, my heart has thrown me away
Now how can I reply? This voice of mine alone could never do the same
As you without a word

Why is my heart so hurting
Why won't it stop this hurting
Can't see you here anymore
Just that you're not here anymore
Apart from that it's how it was before

Without a word, you taught me how to believe
Without a word, you gave me my everything
But even as the breath you left behind remains
You're always running far away
Without a word, my heart is leaving again
Without a word, my heart has thrown me away
Now how can I reply? This voice of mine alone could never do the same

Without a word, the tears make trails down my face
Without a word, my heart keeps crumbling away

Without a word, I wait for you to return
Without a word, I take the pain and the hurt
Because I'm lost in time, you're far away so I
Can only cry into the sky
Without a word, that star was searching for me
Without a word, that star drew nearer to me
My heart was unprepared when I sent you away - I wondered how you could just have
Appeared without a word

Without a word it may show
Without a word it may go
Like a disease from before
Maybe that's what this hurt is for
So that there can't be doubts here anymore



Minggu, 21 Februari 2010

Waltz in Fallen Leaves - 落葉とワルツを {Miku Hatsune}

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The trees on the road that are changing colour with the season that's about to come
Both of us are under the dark grey sky hanging overhead
Walking on the path with a carpet of the fallen leaves lining the sidewalk
As we are stepping on them, the sound of them crunching below rings out

We'll sing along to the leaves' accompaniment
While the voice of our souls sings the melody
I'll keep on singing this song just for your sake
Because just for you, I'll start dancing my waltz

I feel the the warmth of your left hand and your temperature as I held it fast
I knew from the time that I had met you, you would bring me happiness
Even though the cold winter wind blows, everyday is somehow dear to me
I don't see any reason for that, but I wished that I was with you

I want you to be able to fill the hole that's been left wide open in my earnest mind
And I want to always feel you by my side, because that's all that I'm staying here for

I won't leave you
And I'll hold you close
Now when you're alone
I'll still sing for you

I'll sing with the only voice that I ever had
While the voice of my soul sings the melody
I'll keep on singing this song just for your sake
Because just for you, I'll start dancing my waltz

I won't sing this song for anyone but you
Because I want to sing only for your sake
Until my voice will fade and die down for good
I'll give you all of the life that I have left...

(La La La La...)

(Start dancing my waltz)
(I'll sing for you)
(Until my voice fades)
(And dies down for good...)


Minggu, 14 Februari 2010

Sabtu, 06 Februari 2010

Have a Merry unbirthday to me ~

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Today is my B'day..
which means .. YES ! I'm 17 years old by now.
deep inside my thought, i wish.. i don't wanna be an adult..
i hate birthday! when i'm 17, i know there's a lot of things which i cannot take as a child anymore. being an adult sucks ):
..and i do hope Peter pan would come around and pick me up to wonderland. x'D
too much fantasy isn't good, is it?
but let's thank God for this year, for another wonderful year,
for friends, families and 'him', who loved and cared me more and more, more than my love and care for them.
thank you God for granting me my hopes. i'm so grateful for this year too (:
anyway i just realized, Kaito-kun, Me and John's bday is in a row x'D
[Kaito was in 5, me 6 and John's 7] and Kira onii-san is in 8
Theh.. what a wonderful coincidence, neh?
Psst . this years best wishes is taken by Eunike and Kita-kun :p
when i told her i'm going to show her bday wish to my friends, and claim her as my 'fake' boyfriend, she sent me too much cheesy-ness in her message[s] lol x'D
after this, we should stop making drama, i think =___= [we're just acting, coz we love to deceive ppl.. lawlz]
and Kita-kun got the best poem ever.. Nyah! >///<
.. gotta go, bloggie! its teh time for a hot, long morning bath x'DD

yahuuuuuuu ! i'm 17 years old right now!
noone will ever call me a 'child' or 'shortie' anymore!
-glomps and hugs Chocobii like crazy- x'D
cyah bloggie C:

eh, before i go .. here's my letter to my beloved papa.. ^^

God,

Thanks for another year, another birthday. Thank you for filling me with good things!
Thank you also for family and friends who have been so generous to me. Bless them a hundredfold. You’ve given me everything I need, things I didn’t expect, and things that I’m sure would be of great use to me in the future.
Thank you, Lord! You knew exactly what I would need from morning till evening and you provided everything in abundance. Thank you, Father. God, I believe that you have a great plan for my future. I believe that you will prosper me. I believe that you will make me strong for each task that’s up ahead. It is my utmost pleasure to serve you and be used by you. There is no greater joy for me than to serve my Dad and King in his kingdom.
Help me understand you more fully! Help me to love your teachings more and more every day. I will continue to wait on you, seek your face, and open my heart to your next leading. You know my needs as a human being, and I will trust in you to provide everything at just the right time. Thank you for the opportunities you gave for my faith to be strengthened, for my hopes to be renewed, for my dreams to be rekindled, and for my heart to bow down to you in desperation. Because through each of those seasons you showed me your faithfulness, and today I am more amazed by you than ever. I am truly amazed! And there is still more to come!

I am filled with your joy and nobody can rob me of that joy! Thank you for loving me. That sums up everything.

i love you! xoxo (:

Selasa, 02 Februari 2010

Butterfly on Your Right Shoulder - 右肩の蝶 {Rin Kagamine}

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Your right shoulder had a purple butterfly
The corner of the room is where we had kissed
I learned what it's like to have feelings of pain
A piano echoes, trapped inside my head

Your right shoulder had a purple butterfly
The corner of the room is where we had kissed
I learned what it's like to have feelings of pain
A piano echoes, trapped inside my head

Hurry and please wake me up right now because I'm having a nightmare again
First impressions and early things like that are really only trivial, right?
If you asked me where I want to go, then I wouldn't be able to answer you
The night was too impressive for me, so it dazzled me and now I've lost my way
Doing all I can, making my eyelashes long
Wearing eyeliner and then my lips will glitter

Your right shoulder had a purple butterfly
The corner of the room is where we had kissed
I learned what it's like to have feelings of pain
A piano echoes, trapped inside my head

Aren't I right? Why is it so hard? Annoying.. Why is it so hard?

Your right shoulder had a purple butterfly
The corner of the room is where we had kissed
I learned what it's like to have feelings of pain
A piano echoes, trapped inside my head

I was standing there out in the rain, my hair seemed frozen and strange in the cold
My loneliness went down the drain while I was shivering and waiting here for you
When I follow you and then run away, it means that I want you to follow me as well
If you think that I'm kidding around, then you'll end up hurt, do you understand?
Painting my nails red and wearing a two-bit ring
Everytime that I get hurt, I get new earrings

Hold me 'cause I have a black hole inside me
You're the only one who can make it disappear for good
Aren't you the one? You know that you are
Making me lose control, I can't help it

I want to die now from all of my regrets
Which do I have more of, my self-pity or my pleasures?
Make it all stop now or I'll end up crazy
Give me one moment of knowing I can be at ease

Hold me 'cause I have a black hole inside me
You're the only one who can make it disappear for good
Aren't you the one? You know that you are
Making me lose control, I can't help it

I want to die now from all of my regrets
Which do I have more of, my self-pity or my pleasures?
Make it all stop now or I'll end up crazy
Give me one moment of knowing I can be at ease

Your right shoulder had a purple butterfly
The corner of the room is where we had kissed
I learned what it's like to have feelings of pain
A piano echoes, trapped inside my head


ROMAJI (by motokokusanagi2009):
migikata ni murasaki chōcho
kiss wo shita kono heya no sumi de
setsunai to iu kanjō wo shiru
hibiku piano fukyō waon

migikata ni murasaki chōcho
kiss wo shita kono heya no sumi de
setsunai to iu kanjō wo shiru
hibiku piano fukyō waon

warui yume ni unasareta watashi wo hayaku okoshite
donna koto demo hajimari wa sasai na koto deshō?
dokoga īka nante kikare temo komaru
kirei na yoru ni madowasareta mama yukue fumei dakara
nagai matsuge mikazuki eyeline
mabuta ni nosete hikaru lip

migikata ni murasaki chōcho
kiss wo shita kono heya no sumi de
setsunai to iu kanjō wo shiru
hibiku piano fukyō waon

ame no naka de nureta kami ga ijō ni tsumetakute
samishisa wo toire ni haki dashite furuete matteru
oikakete wa nigeru kara sore ijō de kaeshite
shinken dakara warau to itai me ni auyo ī?
akai tsume to yasumono no yubiwa
kizu tuku tabi fueru piasu

daki yosete yuganda karada umerunowa anata shika inai
sō deshō? wakatteru kuse ni kyōkai sen tokkuni koeteru
kōkai wa shinu hodo shiteru sono bun dake kaikan wo yobi samasu
kurui dashita watashi wo tomete isshun de raku ni shiteyo

daki yosete yuganda karada umerunowa anata shika inai
sō deshō? wakatteru kuse ni kyōkai sen tokkuni koeteru
kōkai wa shinu hodo shiteru sono bun dake kaikan wo yobi samasu
kurui dashita watashi wo tomete isshun de raku ni shiteyo

migikata ni murasaki chōcho
kiss wo shita kono heya no sumi de
setsunai to iu kanjō wo shiru
hibiku piano fukyō waon


Rainbow Butterfly {Miku}

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Soft clouds hide the moon at night
When the sky is filled with stars
For some reason, it got lost
And dust stained this little room

The glow of a candle... ...it's bright
Close, and far, then near again
My heart is scorching hot... ...my heart
It like that, such clumsiness

Flying down slowly
Part of your feathers spread

We see the same type of world
Turning our heads to the same view

Knowing the same fingertip
That is somehow very warm

How much must we go through
Our room with just us two grows cold
A person who's crying
I go to see

I wish to forget... ....
That the lie is the beginning of the end

Now wrapped in my hands
A kind eye closes
The sky is hidden by flowers of snow
Old thoughts flowing like water

Telling, giving me kind feelings
Telling, giving me painful feelings

It's more important than anything
Don't lose it

Somewhere, someday, we'll meet again
Surely where wings are spread... ...

Snow eventually turns into rain
Clouds torn apart for a stetched rainbow
It's like my feathers
That are transformed into a very pretty colour



My Dog - あたしの犬 {Luka}

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another Luka's hot song .. xDD

I'm in a bad mood right now
I'll kick you, with the shitty voice
And whose fault do you think that is?
You're unprepared? Then I'll crush you
You're groveling at my feet
At the whim of my imagination
If you won't wag your tail, then I'll find someone else
Now come and look over here..

Isn't a little selfish?
That your partner betrayed you?
I want to try something new, but
You'll have swallow your spit and wait
You're starting to burst into tears
While you try to be like everyone else
I'll use my all now to show you the art of love
Now come and look over here
Now come, I called you over
You're a dog! You're just my dog!
You're a dog! You're just my dog!

Where have you been until now?
Did you not hear me?
Is no one else sufficient for you?
What kind do you want to love?
It seems that you're hopeless without me
Since no one else understands you
With just a finger I can send you off, how cute
Now come and look over here
Now come, it's our little secret, let's keep it, OK?
You're a dog! You're just my dog!
You're a dog! You're just my dog!

Look
Now come, look only at me
Now come, look only at me
You're a dog, just my dog!


Marionette Syndrome - マリオネットシンドローム {Miku Hatsune}

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Keep smiling with that look as on a doll's face
And I talk, I guess I'm just a disgrace
Spit out all that trash every single day
Just to go my way

I can be just as cute, maybe even cuter than those girls
Or at least that's what I thought
But every last one of them are all
Huge liars, aren't they?

And who of these are the ones kind of heart?
No one, no one, no one, no one, no one, no one
And honestly your heart is broken when they're
Done, they're done, they're done, they're done, they're done

With all of the sadness and anxiety you hold
Behind your laughing faces, it's never been told
But all it takes is a single glance into your eyes
To see traces of the tears you cried

So please, don't look at me anymore

Find me someone who can trust whatever their right hand does
And who's left hand isn't as far off as this was
No matter how hard you fall time after
Time, you just agree

For the ones I try so hard to gain their respect from
Who is it that they want me to hate next?
The most I ever could become as of now
Is a marionette

And now I find I don't have any clue
It's as if this body isn't my own
And since I live as someone's puppet might
I can't say my dim future was unknown

In the eyes, I stare at the me that is reflected
Laughing at the scars, to me it seems directed
While I'm waiting for my tears to finally fade away
I end up wandering astray

My every movement controlled by uncuttable strings
Living life as a puppet, among other things
Try all you can to escape and hide yourself for good
But nothing you do will change anything

So, why don't you just shatter me now

(Ah..)

Hatred's Desire - 憎悪の欲望 {Miku}

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The sky, sea, earth, you, and everything...
Voice and song, they'll all...
Become mine...

Preparing beautiful clothing.
It's unnecessary to me, but
Her clothes are dirtied...
It's an eyesore, that whiteness...
Dance before her...
Step on her shoes, knock them over...
Laughingly, hatingly...
You are mine alone...

Why... is it her?
Why... not me...
You should be beside me...
Why... is it her?
Why... not me...
I love you, the most of all...

The sky, sea, earth, you, and everything...
Voice and song, they'll all....
Become mine...

Give out... a delicious juice
With my special extract...
I may very well congratulate her...
On the day that she departs...

It's too slow...
No turning back...
You are mine alone...
You shouldn't cry...
Instead be glad...
Tonight I'll hold you in my arms...

Why... is it her?
Why... not me...
You should be beside me...
Why... is it her?
Why... not me...
I love you, the most of all...

There's too many sins to erase, I believe...
Burning up in this flaring hatred...
Wrapped in desire, I will break...
And it will never stop...
Until I'm dead...


Because Jun told me to write a proper blog..

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as the title say, cause Jun told me to write a proper blog.. x'D
however i really really dunno what to tell..
randomly i'll just bump him in and tell him what happens everyday [even a small matter] thehe..
plus i got much time to online naow, which means more time with my cyber friends .
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.. lets play Bloggie and me again !

Me: Yush.
Blog : yosh yosh.
Me : i'm soo damn tired Thehe.
Blog : where are you from, again?
Me : again? =__= that's harsh. well, i just back from school. anywhere else to go ?
Blog: ya, i forgot that ur too dumb. you don't even know directions.
Me : ahhh.. stupid blog =___=
Blog : stupid owner !
Me: why are you being so sulky again, heh?
Blog: it's you! don't you remember me, Stella?
Me: i do! that's the reason why i'm writing right now!
Blog: Meh.. you wouldn't get in here if Jun didn't tell you to.
Me: .... ouch, that hurts.
Blog: and you even promised me you'll write a proper blog!
Me: ............ maii bad~ -kicked- x'DD
Blog: so anything new?
Me : nothing
Blog : what are you up to ?
Me : nothing..
Blog : Man, ur boring!
Me : that's me ! -goes crazy- x'DD


See See, bloggie ! a lil gift for you !

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i know you love this two soo muc, as much as i do !
i ish happy !

Sabtu, 30 Januari 2010

Jumat, 29 Januari 2010

Twilight Circus - 黄昏サーカス {Miku Hatsune}

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In the woods where the fog is the most profound
Lies a world where artificial people are
Orange and emerald green parading
An elegant, yet simple circus tent

A gorgeous place with just a few subtle clues
To suggest that everything just mixes in
While wearing a tiny little pale blue dress
They won't decorate an automatic doll

While those eyes will never open, not even once
That smile will forever stay the same
Dancing in circles keeping on, round and round
Until the spinning wears her down well

Little girl in a beautiful body
How she longs to cry but she is mechanical
So again she dreams of her loneliness
So again she must dance until she can no more

(Interlude)

There is no beginning or ending inside
The chest of the little girl's lonely doll chest
The place where her heart is supposed to exist
Has only a great big cogwheel turning

Guests that pass by the big flaming ring of death
Also marvel at the flickering red blaze
Running past the sheets of iridescence
They give in to the sound of a waltz

The old clock is beaten and scratched beyond repair
Wagon tracks causing time to to turn backwards
The stage that has been closed for it no longer works
Still holds onto a dream that she wants to have

While wearing a tiny little blue dress
The hem of the skirt flutters in an arc
Starting to forget something you don't know
How to bring in hopes and wishes to hold

(Interlude)

All she does is she bows and then starts to dance
In circles, round and round, and round again
She cannot stop dancing, no not yet, not yet
Not until all of her screws are unhinged

Missing the point so that she will work well
But in truth that scenario was never there
Whatever flows on the surface is just
Something that drips on every single day

And so here is the end of her little world
Distant recollections of street corners
Always will the sound of that place continue
The circus continues to ring forever


ROMAJI:
kiri no fukai mori no oku tsukurimono no sekai ni wa
orenji to ryokushoku no sabire ta saakasu tento

hanayakasa to yasashi sa ga irimajiru utsu no sugata
aoi doresu o matotta kazara nai jidou ningyou

hitomi o toji te itsu made mo kawara zu hohoen de
kurukuru odori tsudukeru neji ga kire te tomaru made

kikai shikake no karada utsukushiku te setsunaku te
hitori bocchino yume o kyou mo mata tsumui de iru

(kansou)

owari mo hajimari mo nai sabishii ningyou no mune
shinzou no aru basho ni wa ookina haguruma ga aru

honoo no wa o kuguru mono fushigi na sono kuukan wa
tamamushiiro ni nijin da mayotta neiro no warutsu

furui tokei ga kizan da jikan to sono kiseki
tozasa re ta kono butai ga mata hitotsu no yume ni naru

aoi doresu no suso ga hirugaeri ko o egaku
wasurekake ta nani ka o taguri yoseru ka no you ni

(kansou)

ojigi o shi te odori dasu kurukuru kurukuru to
madamada odori tsudukeru neji ga kire te tomaru made

kurutta you ni mawaru shinario no nai monogatari
hoo o nagareru mono wa sugisatta hibi no shizuku

koko wa owari no sekai tooi kioku no machikado
itsu made mo tsuduku saakasu no oto wa
nari yama nai





Circle You, Circle You - かこめかこめ Miku Hatsune

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another creepy vocaloid song yeahh~!!
Romaji :
hi no atara nu haikyo
mukishitsu na rouka
tsukiatari no heya ni
wasura ruru kodomo tachi
anata ga kuru no o
zutto matte tan da!
ureshii na! ureshii na!
nakayoku asobo?
kakome kakome
nige rare nu you ni
kakome kakome
nani shite asobu no?
yoake no ban ni
nakama ni nareru ne!
kagome kagome
'ushiro no shoumen da are?'
fukaki mori no (shi setsu)
kinji rare ta gijutsu
osanaki nouzui de
dekiru fushi no myouyaku
in no kodomo tachi ha
(sensei) o kakon de
warabeuta de asobu
'kagome kagome'
kakome kakome
make ta gaki tachi o
kakome kakome
nige rare nu you ni
yoake no ban ni
kubi o kiriotose
kagome kagome
'ushiro no shoumen da are?'
ude ga moge te mo atama ga tsubure te mo
shine nai kodomo tachi
mujaki ni warau
kakome kakome
nige rare nu you ni
kakome kakome
anata mo nomo u yo?
watashi tachi to
eien ni asobo u?
kagome kagome
'ushiro no shoumen da are?'

English :
An old building out of the sun's reach
Hallways with decay starting to leach
Behind the door in a dark back room
Were children remembered by what, by whom?
They had been waiting for you to visit them for a long time
We're so happy! We're so happy! Please play with us for a time

Circle you, circle you
Please don't try to run from us
Circle you, circle you
What games will we play, can I guess?
Before the moon sets again
You can play with us until then!
Circle you, circle you
Who surrounds you everywhere?

Orphanage deep in the forest greens
So no one would find the dark machines
Made from a little child's brain
Immortality built of children's pain
The children in the orphan place
Circled the teacher with a smiling face
Singing a child's play song, "Circle you! Circle you!"

Circle you, circle you
Children, "you just lost the game"
Circle you, circle you
Don't run away, you're the same
Before the moon sets aside
Cut their neck off as they cried
Circle you, circle you
Who surrounds you everywhere?

Even if your head is crushed in
Even if if your arm is taken
The children who can never die
They laugh at you sweetly

Circle you, circle you
Don't run away, you'll be missed
Circle you, circle you
Please drink with us, we insist
You should come play with us
Play forever with us
Circle you, circle you
Who surrounds you everywhere?