Waltz in Fallen Leaves - 落葉とワルツを {Miku Hatsune}

The trees on the road that are changing colour with the season that's about to come
Both of us are under the dark grey sky hanging overhead
Walking on the path with a carpet of the fallen leaves lining the sidewalk
As we are stepping on them, the sound of them crunching below rings out

We'll sing along to the leaves' accompaniment
While the voice of our souls sings the melody
I'll keep on singing this song just for your sake
Because just for you, I'll start dancing my waltz

I feel the the warmth of your left hand and your temperature as I held it fast
I knew from the time that I had met you, you would bring me happiness
Even though the cold winter wind blows, everyday is somehow dear to me
I don't see any reason for that, but I wished that I was with you

I want you to be able to fill the hole that's been left wide open in my earnest mind
And I want to always feel you by my side, because that's all that I'm staying here for

I won't leave you
And I'll hold you close
Now when you're alone
I'll still sing for you

I'll sing with the only voice that I ever had
While the voice of my soul sings the melody
I'll keep on singing this song just for your sake
Because just for you, I'll start dancing my waltz

I won't sing this song for anyone but you
Because I want to sing only for your sake
Until my voice will fade and die down for good
I'll give you all of the life that I have left...

(La La La La...)

(Start dancing my waltz)
(I'll sing for you)
(Until my voice fades)
(And dies down for good...)

Have a Merry unbirthday to me ~

Today is my B'day..
which means .. YES ! I'm 17 years old by now.
deep inside my thought, i wish.. i don't wanna be an adult..
i hate birthday! when i'm 17, i know there's a lot of things which i cannot take as a child anymore. being an adult sucks ):
..and i do hope Peter pan would come around and pick me up to wonderland. x'D
too much fantasy isn't good, is it?
but let's thank God for this year, for another wonderful year,
for friends, families and 'him', who loved and cared me more and more, more than my love and care for them.
thank you God for granting me my hopes. i'm so grateful for this year too (:
anyway i just realized, Kaito-kun, Me and John's bday is in a row x'D
[Kaito was in 5, me 6 and John's 7] and Kira onii-san is in 8
Theh.. what a wonderful coincidence, neh?
Psst . this years best wishes is taken by Eunike and Kita-kun :p
when i told her i'm going to show her bday wish to my friends, and claim her as my 'fake' boyfriend, she sent me too much cheesy-ness in her message[s] lol x'D
after this, we should stop making drama, i think =___= [we're just acting, coz we love to deceive ppl.. lawlz]
and Kita-kun got the best poem ever.. Nyah! >///<
.. gotta go, bloggie! its teh time for a hot, long morning bath x'DD

yahuuuuuuu ! i'm 17 years old right now!
noone will ever call me a 'child' or 'shortie' anymore!
-glomps and hugs Chocobii like crazy- x'D
cyah bloggie C:

eh, before i go .. here's my letter to my beloved papa.. ^^

God,

Thanks for another year, another birthday. Thank you for filling me with good things!
Thank you also for family and friends who have been so generous to me. Bless them a hundredfold. You’ve given me everything I need, things I didn’t expect, and things that I’m sure would be of great use to me in the future.
Thank you, Lord! You knew exactly what I would need from morning till evening and you provided everything in abundance. Thank you, Father. God, I believe that you have a great plan for my future. I believe that you will prosper me. I believe that you will make me strong for each task that’s up ahead. It is my utmost pleasure to serve you and be used by you. There is no greater joy for me than to serve my Dad and King in his kingdom.
Help me understand you more fully! Help me to love your teachings more and more every day. I will continue to wait on you, seek your face, and open my heart to your next leading. You know my needs as a human being, and I will trust in you to provide everything at just the right time. Thank you for the opportunities you gave for my faith to be strengthened, for my hopes to be renewed, for my dreams to be rekindled, and for my heart to bow down to you in desperation. Because through each of those seasons you showed me your faithfulness, and today I am more amazed by you than ever. I am truly amazed! And there is still more to come!

I am filled with your joy and nobody can rob me of that joy! Thank you for loving me. That sums up everything.

i love you! xoxo (:

Butterfly on Your Right Shoulder - 右肩の蝶 {Rin Kagamine}

Your right shoulder had a purple butterfly
The corner of the room is where we had kissed
I learned what it's like to have feelings of pain
A piano echoes, trapped inside my head

Your right shoulder had a purple butterfly
The corner of the room is where we had kissed
I learned what it's like to have feelings of pain
A piano echoes, trapped inside my head

Hurry and please wake me up right now because I'm having a nightmare again
First impressions and early things like that are really only trivial, right?
If you asked me where I want to go, then I wouldn't be able to answer you
The night was too impressive for me, so it dazzled me and now I've lost my way
Doing all I can, making my eyelashes long
Wearing eyeliner and then my lips will glitter

Your right shoulder had a purple butterfly
The corner of the room is where we had kissed
I learned what it's like to have feelings of pain
A piano echoes, trapped inside my head

Aren't I right? Why is it so hard? Annoying.. Why is it so hard?

Your right shoulder had a purple butterfly
The corner of the room is where we had kissed
I learned what it's like to have feelings of pain
A piano echoes, trapped inside my head

I was standing there out in the rain, my hair seemed frozen and strange in the cold
My loneliness went down the drain while I was shivering and waiting here for you
When I follow you and then run away, it means that I want you to follow me as well
If you think that I'm kidding around, then you'll end up hurt, do you understand?
Painting my nails red and wearing a two-bit ring
Everytime that I get hurt, I get new earrings

Hold me 'cause I have a black hole inside me
You're the only one who can make it disappear for good
Aren't you the one? You know that you are
Making me lose control, I can't help it

I want to die now from all of my regrets
Which do I have more of, my self-pity or my pleasures?
Make it all stop now or I'll end up crazy
Give me one moment of knowing I can be at ease

Hold me 'cause I have a black hole inside me
You're the only one who can make it disappear for good
Aren't you the one? You know that you are
Making me lose control, I can't help it

I want to die now from all of my regrets
Which do I have more of, my self-pity or my pleasures?
Make it all stop now or I'll end up crazy
Give me one moment of knowing I can be at ease

Your right shoulder had a purple butterfly
The corner of the room is where we had kissed
I learned what it's like to have feelings of pain
A piano echoes, trapped inside my head


ROMAJI (by motokokusanagi2009):
migikata ni murasaki chōcho
kiss wo shita kono heya no sumi de
setsunai to iu kanjō wo shiru
hibiku piano fukyō waon

migikata ni murasaki chōcho
kiss wo shita kono heya no sumi de
setsunai to iu kanjō wo shiru
hibiku piano fukyō waon

warui yume ni unasareta watashi wo hayaku okoshite
donna koto demo hajimari wa sasai na koto deshō?
dokoga īka nante kikare temo komaru
kirei na yoru ni madowasareta mama yukue fumei dakara
nagai matsuge mikazuki eyeline
mabuta ni nosete hikaru lip

migikata ni murasaki chōcho
kiss wo shita kono heya no sumi de
setsunai to iu kanjō wo shiru
hibiku piano fukyō waon

ame no naka de nureta kami ga ijō ni tsumetakute
samishisa wo toire ni haki dashite furuete matteru
oikakete wa nigeru kara sore ijō de kaeshite
shinken dakara warau to itai me ni auyo ī?
akai tsume to yasumono no yubiwa
kizu tuku tabi fueru piasu

daki yosete yuganda karada umerunowa anata shika inai
sō deshō? wakatteru kuse ni kyōkai sen tokkuni koeteru
kōkai wa shinu hodo shiteru sono bun dake kaikan wo yobi samasu
kurui dashita watashi wo tomete isshun de raku ni shiteyo

daki yosete yuganda karada umerunowa anata shika inai
sō deshō? wakatteru kuse ni kyōkai sen tokkuni koeteru
kōkai wa shinu hodo shiteru sono bun dake kaikan wo yobi samasu
kurui dashita watashi wo tomete isshun de raku ni shiteyo

migikata ni murasaki chōcho
kiss wo shita kono heya no sumi de
setsunai to iu kanjō wo shiru
hibiku piano fukyō waon

Rainbow Butterfly {Miku}

Soft clouds hide the moon at night
When the sky is filled with stars
For some reason, it got lost
And dust stained this little room

The glow of a candle... ...it's bright
Close, and far, then near again
My heart is scorching hot... ...my heart
It like that, such clumsiness

Flying down slowly
Part of your feathers spread

We see the same type of world
Turning our heads to the same view

Knowing the same fingertip
That is somehow very warm

How much must we go through
Our room with just us two grows cold
A person who's crying
I go to see

I wish to forget... ....
That the lie is the beginning of the end

Now wrapped in my hands
A kind eye closes
The sky is hidden by flowers of snow
Old thoughts flowing like water

Telling, giving me kind feelings
Telling, giving me painful feelings

It's more important than anything
Don't lose it

Somewhere, someday, we'll meet again
Surely where wings are spread... ...

Snow eventually turns into rain
Clouds torn apart for a stetched rainbow
It's like my feathers
That are transformed into a very pretty colour

My Dog - あたしの犬 {Luka}

another Luka's hot song .. xDD

I'm in a bad mood right now
I'll kick you, with the shitty voice
And whose fault do you think that is?
You're unprepared? Then I'll crush you
You're groveling at my feet
At the whim of my imagination
If you won't wag your tail, then I'll find someone else
Now come and look over here..

Isn't a little selfish?
That your partner betrayed you?
I want to try something new, but
You'll have swallow your spit and wait
You're starting to burst into tears
While you try to be like everyone else
I'll use my all now to show you the art of love
Now come and look over here
Now come, I called you over
You're a dog! You're just my dog!
You're a dog! You're just my dog!

Where have you been until now?
Did you not hear me?
Is no one else sufficient for you?
What kind do you want to love?
It seems that you're hopeless without me
Since no one else understands you
With just a finger I can send you off, how cute
Now come and look over here
Now come, it's our little secret, let's keep it, OK?
You're a dog! You're just my dog!
You're a dog! You're just my dog!

Look
Now come, look only at me
Now come, look only at me
You're a dog, just my dog!

Marionette Syndrome - マリオネットシンドローム {Miku Hatsune}

Keep smiling with that look as on a doll's face
And I talk, I guess I'm just a disgrace
Spit out all that trash every single day
Just to go my way

I can be just as cute, maybe even cuter than those girls
Or at least that's what I thought
But every last one of them are all
Huge liars, aren't they?

And who of these are the ones kind of heart?
No one, no one, no one, no one, no one, no one
And honestly your heart is broken when they're
Done, they're done, they're done, they're done, they're done

With all of the sadness and anxiety you hold
Behind your laughing faces, it's never been told
But all it takes is a single glance into your eyes
To see traces of the tears you cried

So please, don't look at me anymore

Find me someone who can trust whatever their right hand does
And who's left hand isn't as far off as this was
No matter how hard you fall time after
Time, you just agree

For the ones I try so hard to gain their respect from
Who is it that they want me to hate next?
The most I ever could become as of now
Is a marionette

And now I find I don't have any clue
It's as if this body isn't my own
And since I live as someone's puppet might
I can't say my dim future was unknown

In the eyes, I stare at the me that is reflected
Laughing at the scars, to me it seems directed
While I'm waiting for my tears to finally fade away
I end up wandering astray

My every movement controlled by uncuttable strings
Living life as a puppet, among other things
Try all you can to escape and hide yourself for good
But nothing you do will change anything

So, why don't you just shatter me now

(Ah..)

Hatred's Desire - 憎悪の欲望 {Miku}

The sky, sea, earth, you, and everything...
Voice and song, they'll all...
Become mine...

Preparing beautiful clothing.
It's unnecessary to me, but
Her clothes are dirtied...
It's an eyesore, that whiteness...
Dance before her...
Step on her shoes, knock them over...
Laughingly, hatingly...
You are mine alone...

Why... is it her?
Why... not me...
You should be beside me...
Why... is it her?
Why... not me...
I love you, the most of all...

The sky, sea, earth, you, and everything...
Voice and song, they'll all....
Become mine...

Give out... a delicious juice
With my special extract...
I may very well congratulate her...
On the day that she departs...

It's too slow...
No turning back...
You are mine alone...
You shouldn't cry...
Instead be glad...
Tonight I'll hold you in my arms...

Why... is it her?
Why... not me...
You should be beside me...
Why... is it her?
Why... not me...
I love you, the most of all...

There's too many sins to erase, I believe...
Burning up in this flaring hatred...
Wrapped in desire, I will break...
And it will never stop...
Until I'm dead...

Because Jun told me to write a proper blog..

as the title say, cause Jun told me to write a proper blog.. x'D
however i really really dunno what to tell..
randomly i'll just bump him in and tell him what happens everyday [even a small matter] thehe..
plus i got much time to online naow, which means more time with my cyber friends .
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.. lets play Bloggie and me again !

Me: Yush.
Blog : yosh yosh.
Me : i'm soo damn tired Thehe.
Blog : where are you from, again?
Me : again? =__= that's harsh. well, i just back from school. anywhere else to go ?
Blog: ya, i forgot that ur too dumb. you don't even know directions.
Me : ahhh.. stupid blog =___=
Blog : stupid owner !
Me: why are you being so sulky again, heh?
Blog: it's you! don't you remember me, Stella?
Me: i do! that's the reason why i'm writing right now!
Blog: Meh.. you wouldn't get in here if Jun didn't tell you to.
Me: .... ouch, that hurts.
Blog: and you even promised me you'll write a proper blog!
Me: ............ maii bad~ -kicked- x'DD
Blog: so anything new?
Me : nothing
Blog : what are you up to ?
Me : nothing..
Blog : Man, ur boring!
Me : that's me ! -goes crazy- x'DD


See See, bloggie ! a lil gift for you !




i know you love this two soo muc, as much as i do !
i ish happy !